Wednesday, March 25, 2009

:/

When I was in elementary school, I used to get teased for always knowing the answers and for being able to do my work so fast. I had teachers who wouldn't be happy because I got through the assignment so fast and it was too easy for me, but they didn't want to set something harder. So I became one of the 'dumb kids'. I misspelled words and got questions wrong on tests. Easy questions that I knew the answer to. On purpose. I made myself become normal. Actually, I made myself lower than normal. Ever since then, I have always been in the lower half of my class grades-wise. Because of this, I kept getting pushed farther and farther down. Except for my 11th grade English teacher who made me sign up for AP English the following year even though I only got through her class with about a C. Sometimes I wonder, had I stuck through the teasing, had I not dumbed myself down, what would I be doing now? How would things have turned out different? Where would I be? And most of all...what should I have done differently?

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

You silly silly person, i'm sure you will be exactly where you are now because in my opinion you didn't dumb yourself down. I myself have done something similar. You seem to not know it but you do learn and pick up stuff along the way. You know that better than anyone considering you did so well on your online math course. Don't be silly :)

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