Yesterday was a good day. It was a great day. We played outside a lot. I love playing outside.
We took a lot of pictures.
Later that night, as I was uploading those pictures to facebook, one of them in particular caught my eye. It's a picture of me with a ladybug on my nose, and I'm laughing. I just look so...happy. You can see it in my face, my smile, my eyes. I look completely happy.
See, the funny thing is, I wasn't going to let myself get that happy here. I was going to be guarded, keep everything safe. I honestly didn't think I could be that happy again.
Around new people, I'm shy. Shy, quiet, and reserved. And yet...after, what, 3 months, maybe less, of knowing these girls, they drag me out to the point that I can look like THAT in real life. Not faking. I couldn't fake that look if my life depended on it.
But now I'm wondering, is it ok to be that happy? Is it fair?
Even more so, is it ok to want to be?
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of course its ok :)
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